Let’s Be Nothing, I Heard It Lasts Forever

Ironic is what it is;
Sitting next to your curved lips
Never occupy your mind

Filling your days with rainbow

Too much color than you can ever handle

Bringing out the sun

You’re raining it with your whine

Warm hugs

Cold words

Deep talks

Hars response

Only want to make you feel better on your worst day

Rhymed sentences are written

Her sweet smile stories that makes you smitten is in return

Rather than a pure evil at its best

It’s just a simple heartbreak, I guess

To acknowledge one’s effort

But choosing to ignore it anyway

I am drown 3 miles deep, you lay down breathing salty air at the bay

Simple question of one’s existence

Or two long confession about recurring feeling

To my very eyes you spilled out seven syllables

Seven frozen syllables I am too stunned to even—

“Okay, then, let’s be nothing.

Nothing is good

Nothing is fine.”

No matter how deep the wound you paint

Behind every consciousness I’m still searching for the good out of your word

In a whisper, it comes

I am sorry I could only think of one

“If it is what I am to you,

Then let’s be nothing, I am fine.”

At the very least,

I heard it lasts forever

Than I have ever let myself wonder

Three long breaths passed, our gaze is way too far

You nod subtly

I sob quietly

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Once upon every night

I misread the map and forget to say But you brushed it with “it’s okay, I prefer we took the long way” You smiled and let the music play How can you avoiding the right turn Makes my stomach burn Maybe it’s because the wheel speed doesn’t really match my heartbeat The one goes slow, the other one is overflow All we do is screaming out To the old song you like Our voice is tone deaf and sounds horrible At the moment I realized that my feeling is in trouble I cursed at the crowded street That you seemed to enjoy every bit It’s the way that you never think twice To not let me be alone under the night lights Maybe it gives me shiver More than the way you open the door Or bringing close my dinner Now you ended up being more than a blur

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Today I Took It Off For Good

You gave me a ring of promises and I remember you wearing your bright yellow t-shirt I laughed, I joked about it, you laughed But when I wake up I breathe into nothing other than the feeling of your ring on my finger and the reality that you are already long gone

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It's About Time, Bil

I might be the most stubborn hot-headed person you will ever met, I might have the most annoying laugh you will ever heard, I might never stopped talking until your ears blown off. Believe it or not, there is another person who is as stubborn as me with the similar taste of jokes and complex thoughts. But she is way smarter with words, that I always feel like my writing will never be good enough compared to hers. She complained about how rarely I show my affection towards our friendship through my writing or my random post on instagram. To say that I don't have enough good pictures with her is just a mere excuse because I can simply write my feelings out like I did for my other close friends. But when it comes to her, I never feel like my written word is ever enough. She is a much brilliant writer than I ever be, and most of the time I feel like my words didn't do justice to describe it; to describe how she can be infuriating with her anger & big fire towards injustice of t...

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