Kurang Hebat Apalagi

Kurang hebat apalagi
Sampai mentari ku pandangi
Terkagum saat aku ia datangi
Yang hangatnya memeluk sepi,
Sinarnya menarik ujung-ujung bibir
Tanpa sadar getaran mampir tiap ia hadir

Mentari pukul dua bersama panas yang ia bawa
Membakar diri
Menoreh perih
Pun belum juga mampu membuatku beranjak
Seiring mati rasa, perasaan ku terkoyak

Kala ia tenggelam ke peraduan
Menghela napas aku dibuatnya seakan
Habis sudah
segala indah
Meninggalkan bekas perih menggigiti malam
Berpuluh tetes peluh
Yang didalamnya aku tenggelam
Buta mata bekas cahaya
Yang tanpanya tak bisa lagi ku lihat dunia

Bersama bulan sebagai saksi
Ku maki keras-keras mentari
“Jangan harap aku menantikan mu kembali!”

Belum hilang bekas merah,
Terlebih kesal yang penuh amarah,
Sudah muncul lagi ia tanpa dosa
Mau ku menunduk hingga malam tiba
Tetap ia yang punya kendali
Atas lupanya aku akan tamparan sendiri
Hingga seperti hari-hari lalu ku kembali

Sudah seperti mentari,
Pintar kau membolak-balik hati
Kurang hebat apalagi

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Once upon every night

I misread the map and forget to say But you brushed it with “it’s okay, I prefer we took the long way” You smiled and let the music play How can you avoiding the right turn Makes my stomach burn Maybe it’s because the wheel speed doesn’t really match my heartbeat The one goes slow, the other one is overflow All we do is screaming out To the old song you like Our voice is tone deaf and sounds horrible At the moment I realized that my feeling is in trouble I cursed at the crowded street That you seemed to enjoy every bit It’s the way that you never think twice To not let me be alone under the night lights Maybe it gives me shiver More than the way you open the door Or bringing close my dinner Now you ended up being more than a blur

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Today I Took It Off For Good

You gave me a ring of promises and I remember you wearing your bright yellow t-shirt I laughed, I joked about it, you laughed But when I wake up I breathe into nothing other than the feeling of your ring on my finger and the reality that you are already long gone

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We will always be a could have had

I used to crawl into bed with the pain of your name Blood streaming down my eyes; praying for the time you came Screaming for air at the same time Not ready to hug you with another goodbye My whole life I only know you as one, And eighteen, twenty one, also thousands of none That afternoon I let the day passed by And yet, you go back to the place when we were still blind The tight hug is not helping at all Neither the easy tone wrapped in a loose t-shirt Your whole existence reminds me of hell I’ve been living in Since the last time you let us be gone And leave me here all alone Those days I wasn’t even sure I will survive because I used to run from everything by going to your reek-of-cigarettes words and cold as stone mouth. The sweet “ oh, darling, remember that you will always come home to me ,” used to make relieve streamed down all over my bones. That was enough, the hand to my limped foot; the band-aid to my burning world. My name rolled over the messages which I knew who it...

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